The Search

Instead of trying to figure out how to solve my problems, I try to find God and let God figure out how to solve my problems. When I spend time in quiet meditation, instead of trying to expend energy to fix the world, and you in particular, a shift seems to take place in my perspective. I seem to feel more whole, more peaceful, more accepting, while leaving you to be you. I cannot fix you. I cannot even fix me. But if I attend to God, I will be OK. I will be more who I am supposed to be. If you attend to God, on those days, when I am acting like an idiot, I won't bother you so much. Maybe your good example, on those days, might remind me to take a "time out" with God.