Gifts of Talent

Why did God not give me more talent? Why am I not smarter, taller, stronger, quicker? Why is Math so difficult for me? I have come to realize that God gave me more ego! I have a big ego. So if I had more talent or more of something I think desirable, I suspect that my big ego would become more judgmental of others who have less than me. I would come to think of myself as better than them, rather than as gifted by God. So, I have just enough talent so as not to get all full of myself, but not so little talent as to be unable to do God's will for me.