Gravity

Jesus wants to hold me to himself.  I am made for this unity, but I want to defy this connection which is as stupid as defying gravity.  It cannot really be done, but I can exhaust myself in trying to be "free."  Free for what?  I have tried to connect to other happinesses, but they have been found false or fleeting.  With Jesus, I don't have to try and connect.  I am connected.  It is my spiritual DNA.  My prayer each day is to let it be, let Jesus happen in my life, which is as sure as the sun will rise above the earth's horizon.  It is gravity which makes it all possible.