No Energy

I have no energy.  I did nothing in surgery except lie there.  I was limited in movement the first few days.  Now I am free to move about, but I fade by mid-morning.  I did the early mass yesterday and then a funeral.  That was the extent of my public persona.  I am struggling with limitations big time.  We all have them to some extent.  We have to live within the range of what we have for that day, or else we make things worse and have even less energy and availability the next day.  My running coach used to say, "Get tough or die."  Today it feels like, "Get tough and die."  Surgery has spared me.  I live for another day.  That will be enough for today.