My Own Skin

This captures my unhappiness in being in my own skin.  I have a far away look.  I don't really want to be where I am feeling whatever I am feeling.  But also, I am thinking about something or missing something.  It looks like negative energy, but it has a positive side, as it led me to pursue meditation.  I longed for union and meaning in my life.  When I was bored during a talk or conversation, I  could take on this look.