Subtle And Tricky

 Here is how an evil works in one’s life.  Before you do something that is bad for you, it does not seem all that bad or you have a plan how you will not mess up this time.  After you do the something, and it ends up the usual bad, you feel terrible, shame and guilt and maybe a big hangover.  Some people eventually think of suicide.  The evil wants you dead.  So when I think of doing something that has consistently been bad for me in the past, I recall the past.  I am not sharp enough to ignore the past and make a good decision.  Know your  weakness.  Keeps one humble.