Here is how an evil works in one’s life. Before you do something that is bad for you, it does not seem all that bad or you have a plan how you will not mess up this time. After you do the something, and it ends up the usual bad, you feel terrible, shame and guilt and maybe a big hangover. Some people eventually think of suicide. The evil wants you dead. So when I think of doing something that has consistently been bad for me in the past, I recall the past. I am not sharp enough to ignore the past and make a good decision. Know your weakness. Keeps one humble.
Wednesday, April 30, 2025
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Watching the full "movie reel" of the past, if you will, and definitely the end, is a great help. There was never an ounce of compassion for me in any bottle. Each day is a gift when I'm sober. ❤️
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