Holiness

Some people think that holiness is all about abandoning the world, going off to pray away from the secular.  Perhaps, but it is not my way to holiness.  I need some time each day for stepping away, but I think that holiness is more about living in the world in a way that gives comfort and compassion to those who are suffering within or without.  In my quiet times I often realize my own wounds.  I also can have them brought to the center of my consciousness by gathering with other people who are working on a more spiritual life in the world.  I am much more comforting and compassionate and attentive to others when I am centered and aware that all my growth is grace.  I try to balance my monastic self with my being of service self.  My detractors would rather I just go away.