When I get too self-obsessed, as opposed to not so self-obsessed, I begin to worry what people think of me. This leads to me trying to do things to a perfection that would make people like me, since they won't like me if I am not more perfect. Yes, insane, but worse it can affect my cooking. If I am in this "gotta do better" I begin to stress about how things are going. Begin to forget stuff, trying to clutter my mind with doing"more." Then resentment sets in. OK. I now stop before I am about to do something and ask myself how I am doing on my insides. Insane? Worried? Resentful? If so, I know there is something the matter with me, not others or the food. So my spiritual Power, God, and I have a conference and only after I settle into right-size, sane self, relaxed, leave results up to God, I then do the work of cooking. Why be miserable doing good deeds?
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