Likeness

Why do I fantasize about being like movie stars or great athletes?  I am a bad Catholic, might be the reason.  I am supposed to want to be like Jesus Christ, and I have a leg up on doing this if I had any faith at all.  Christ is supposed to be within me.  So I just have to get out of my own way to let Christ energy take over and bring out the best in me.  This is my religion, but I practice fantasy more that religion.  I have zero talent within me to be an actor or an athlete of distinction.  So I have no chance in those areas.  So why not work on what I can become?  As my big sis said, "Terry, you will burn!"