Absurd

 Humility is love amidst our absurdities.  We may be perplexed that we are trying to love, be kind, caring, forgiving, helpful, and yet absurdities act up in our life, seemingly out of the blue.  We say, “I will no longe be absurd,” and then we are, as if it is like a tick that we cannot control.  If we act absurd, but don’t know it or care, then there will be no humility.  We think we are fine, and the world around us is messed up.  Such a person will then say they are loving when in fact they are merely trying to correct others, fix others, change others, or just resent that their love makes no difference in the world around them.  Absurdities may crop up from time to time in the humble person, but it is what keeps them humble.  Humility is the door that opens to holiness, transformation.