Nothing

 If you ever say or feel that you are nothing, this might be a good thing.  Now some people would counsel you to be rid of such thoughts, and reflect that you are special and worth much.  I am speaking about the spiritual plane.  When you say that you are nothing, or feel this way, you may very well be close to God even though you may not believe or experience a God.  Why?  Well,  The nearer God’s Light is to you, the less you see of it.  This pure light you cannot see or feel, makes you sense your smallness or nothingness.  Think of being near something very large.  You experience your own smallness pronounced. To a baby, most things are huge.  So maybe when you say “I am nothing” it might be an invitation to faith.  Plus, it is best to be helpful to others when you feel like nothing.  God is at work.