Whenever I try to bury a feeling, I bury it alive. Yucky! Rather, I find it better to recognize the feeling, give it a name, if I can, and let it run its course while not letting it control my actions. While I am aware of the feeling, in this case a disturbing one, I ask why, or what is it all about. Over time, I can identify the reason that this feeling is acting up in me. I often find that it connects with some personal past history, or some judgment I make, or false pride, or fear of one thing or another. This process then educates me about myself, my shortcomings and why I have them. Over time, the same cause and effect stuff comes up and I quickly recognize it as "old stuff" and the feeling then often loses its energy to control my actions. Most of the time now, I just laugh at myself and move on to becoming a bit more useful to the world and people around me.
Tuesday, September 7, 2021
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You always know how to speak to my heart and I can't thank you enough, Father Ryan. :) Enjoy the fall trees up there! Hugs and love across the miles
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