Futile

 God cannot be explained, but also cannot be resisted.  The experience of Presence in absence, the extraordinary in the ordinary, a Fullness in the Nothingness, defies words.  Most of us live in the futile argument of does God exist or not exist.  This is all mental concepts, arguments, proof pointing.  Such concepts do not change us, make us better or worse persons.  In the world of ideas and thoughts, God is just another thought, idea, concept, like the belief in the Big Bang or Evolution.  For me, this Presence is One and cannot be resisted.  I am part of, immersed, bonded to One.  Silence and solitude is intimacy, but intimacy does not confine the One.  Ordinary life shines with Oneness, for those who do not resist.