Limited Freedom

 God may have made me free, but God did not make me omnipotent, all-powerful.  I am free to pray or not to pray.  God is not forcing me.  My decision.  But just because I decide to pray, does not mean that God must reveal Divine Presence, Power or Love.  God is free too.  Though I want to be free, I seem to want God to NOT be free.  When I pray, I want God to, you know, show up, reveal something to make me warm and fuzzy spiritually.  But then that would be controlling God.  That would make me omnipotent.  I am not so powerful.  I may have freedom, but not power.  God is the Power.