Friday, December 13, 2024

Outsides

 It seems to me that I have made a decision to be happy or miserable depending upon what happens on the outside.  Cold, windy day, then I am going to be unhappy.  Medical insurance issues not working out as I planned or want?  Miserable day.  Sore hip?  Miserable days.  And so it goes.  Lots of miserable days because I cannot seem to control the outside to get what I want.  But what if?  If what?  What if my day depends on my response to what happens on the outsides?  Oh, I did not think of that.  Must be a higher power or something gave me this notion.  Or someone who is really on a spiritual path and not a fantasy path.  I cannot control what happens so much of the time, if ever.  Stuff happens.  But I do have some control as to how I respond to life coming upon me.  So I try to see today as a gift rather than another cross to endure in the never ending effort to get my way.  Trudging. 

4 comments:

  1. I feel each day is a gift, too - even when I'm sad about something I can't control. I'm reminded that the gift of sobriety has also given me the tools and growth to respond in a different way when life gets lifey. Thank you for your blog each day, Father Ryan ❤️

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  2. This is EXACTLY what I needed today, MUCH appreciated and Thank you for your service Father Ryan

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  3. Yes . Every day I wake up is a gift from God.

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  4. Yes. Every morning I wake up I feel that is a gift from God.

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