Wednesday, May 17, 2017
Not Included Stuff
Picking up on the blog of two days ago, why am I hurt when I feel "Not Included." One of the reasons is that I assume that I am part of something and have been ignored by someone on the "team." The reality is that I am often delusionally hopeful that I am part of something, when in fact I am not. I have found that when I simply accept that I am not a part of something then I don't get so bent out of shape. Now this "acceptance" stuff is a daily check in for me. It is not a one time thing and then move on. In sum, expectations always seem to come back to bite me. It comes when my ego is too big, and my self-esteem is too little. Wow, no wonder I get so weary. I have so much to work on each day!