Blah Days

 It is tough to have faith in recovery on blah days.  Pink cloud is gone.  Willingness is weak and mind is forgetful of how you got sober.  Meetings are boring.  People say the same old stuff.  A bit like the pastor at church who says the same stuff in the mass that is always the same.  Drinking is not a solution, nor is skipping the prayer and meditation that is so boring and l-o-n-g.  We have sought of lost the way.  See it as a dry patch.  Trust that if you continue on a spiritual path, boring as it seems, all will work out in time.  Recovery is not all about feeling good, but doing good.  A drink might make you feel good…and then?  Disaster.  Boredom is not disaster.