Tension

Where does one find GRACE?  In a place of tension I have heard tell.  Like what?  Between the question and the answer.  The question?  I cannot stop doing something that is damaging for me.  Addictive behavior is the point or crossroads you are at.  The question is what to do?  An answer is given that has rather proven results.  But it calls for complete surrender and a change of lifestyle.  Grace is at this crossroad.  If you take the solution, grace is at work in you.  Grace does not force itself.  Grace waits to empower you if you so choose.  What is it you cannot stop on your own that is destroying you?   It could be holiday shopping that is sending you into debt you cannot climb out of.  It could be drinking or a relationship that is destructive. When you know you are out of control that is your crossroad.