The Taste

 Once you have tasted God, worldly solutions will not satisfy as they once seemed to do.  There develops a dissatisfaction with those things of the world that filled you up before the taste of God.  Call God whatever you will, or no name.  Your soul has fed on the inexplicable and this nourishment will go deep.  Life becomes more profound, rather than a series of things accomplished or encountered.  But some of those same encounters are not meaningless.  They take on a new meaning.  This is what makes life more profound.  The same activities, events, daily actions, will take on a deeper and even more symbolic meaning.  So keep meditating.  It is not all darkness.